As I sit here, I am over come with thoughts coming at me right and left. What I have to do today and for the week (mental note: make a list of things to get done!), all the what ifs and worries. Yes I worry, and then I worry about my worrying. I listened to part of a teaching CD by Joyce Meyer. It was about pride. And come to find out worry is pride. Humph... who knew that I ME!!! was prideful.
When you get to thinking about it though, it really is. Here we are going along in life saying oh I trust God, he'll see me through. All the while (at least for me) it's how am I going to do this, or how am I going to fix this, but oh praise the Lord he's seeing us through. Then back to if I can just do this or if someone will just do this, I can do this.
Does anyone note the main person in all that??? Yup that's right... "I" ME ME ME ME ME . I am trying not to worry so much, and had been working on it even before I heard the CD. True trust is hard for me though. I'm a work in progress. Some days I do wonder though which way I'm progressing. :)
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