Trying again...

Yesterday I had typed out a whole post and some how it just disappeared. The Auto Save function wasn't working I guess since all that was saved was the first sentence. Anyway....

GOOD MORNING!!! It's quite chilly this morning. At least it didn't freeze but it did get cold. Spring is coming, slowly but surely.

In all honesty I'm fighting the not so good fight of depression. We are going to be making some life changing decisions in the few weeks, and hey it hurts. One thing we know is that we are NOT going to be filing suit against the parties that be. We can't... we'll never get in our home and our court system and laws are just messed up. If selling our farm and cows is of God should the thought of doing it be breaking my heart??? Shouldn't I have a sense of peace that it's the right thing and it will be OK? I DON'T!

My grandmother shouldn't have to live in a house that where the ceiling in her room is falling in and in the last rain we caught 200 gallons of water. Plus all that went on the floor. When you walk in there the water is halfway covering your toes if you don't wear shoes.

Must go for now...