Yesterday was somewhat better than Monday. We had 2 bull calves and 1 heifer. I had a fit of carnality... along with a pity party and for a few hours I gave up on everything. I'm better now though. Some days life is just hard and when your hope and pray for just ONE good thing to happen and it never seems to you just get bogged down with hardness of it all.
Today... well Today I'm not going to venture a guess on. I'm hoping I'll see some improvement in the calves. I'm thinking it's a virus or something and not really the scours that is bothering them. I don't know, I just don't know. I'm also just praying I can make it through today. No hopes of it being good, after all why get myself up for a fall. Two bad days in a row have just knocked me down for a while. SO I'm just going to sit here and do my best to be cheerful with where I am. HEY give a girl credit for trying.
Tomorrow, well Thursdays are always big days. I'll be helping mom mow the yard tomorrow, today if she thinks it's going to start raining earlier than expected. They were already having flash flood warnings for tomorrow night yesterday. Talk about extend weather forecasting.
PS. If anyone cares to please pray. We are all getting so tired from this house thing. Now the new thing we are being blamed for is (if you can call it that) we are stalling. For what reason I haven't a clue. WHY on God's green earth would we want to stay in a moldy, leaking, snake prone, hot in the summer cold in the winter, drafty old house that is literally falling in around us???? I think that hurt more than anything up to this point. All we ever wanted was a nice place to live. What we got was a mess, and we are being blamed for it. It just hurts...
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