Do you ever???

Sometimes have this heaviness seem to surround you? And the only thing you can do is to keep going forward and focusing on truth? Well that's how Oct. was for me... sometime yesterday it's like it just started to lift and everything was and is OK. And it is going to be OK. God is in control. Praise the Lord for this! (Now if I can just keep remembering this fact I'll be more than OK!)

For the first time in almost 2 weeks I slept. Well I stayed asleep for a whole 6 hour stretch. Most nights I have only been sleeping 5 hours and I'll wake up several times during that. Mostly worrying as to why L. did what he did. How to fix it, what to do, how to do it, and on and on and on. It's amazing how your mind races. And when you try to stop it seems to get worse. Worrying is a terrible thing to deal with, more so when your tired, stressed out, sleep deprived and did I mention stressed out???

I'm hoping I'll get rest some today. After morning chores that is.

It's been a full week and I'm glad it's slowly coming to an end...

OH yesterday the Fuqua VP (Ned), another guy from Fuqua (Brian I think), plus Vicki from where we bought our house came to see the basement and beam. It made us feel so good that they saw how bad it was and that it just wasn't us and being overly picky or over reacting. It doesn't look that bad in a picture, but when you get down in the basement and this HUGE thing is hanging down. Oh well it's going to be a thing of the past soon enough.